
While most of my life has been difficult, I have been going through an exceptionally rough past year. Between having my life threatened and being robbed to reuniting with my adopted family after 8 years of estrangement, I realize after awhile there is only so much a person can take before they feel like they're breaking.
Everyday is a constant search and struggle to find ways to maintain positive thoughts and keep all my dreams in focus. Luckily, for the most part of my life my weight has been one of the things that has been pretty simple to maintain. I exercised regularly and maintained a great shape.
Lately, however, due to the exceptional hardships I mentioned above as well as some I didn't, I am finding that maintaining my figure has been somewhat of a challenge. In the past, when I've struggled, one thing that has helped me the most is really trying to remember how I felt when I was at my tip top shape. When I really image my frame of mind during those times, it all comes back to me and I know I can get the figure of my dreams back.
Also, just writing about what I want always helps me. My readers are the family I always wanted, always available to listen and care about me non-judgementally and with sincere love.
So thank you for helping me get the best of me back.
Take care of your health & each other.